Tuesday, March 29, 2011

That's my daddy!

For the last 16 years you have been inspiring me everyday. Today not only have you amazed the doctors who underestimated your ability and strength as a patient, but you have just proven once again why you are the greatest dad anyone could ever have. I love you so much papeechee. I am so grateful are my dad. (: Thank you Dr. Trisal, Dr. Tan, and Dr. Grannis you all did great. Especially Dr. Trisal, you deserve the greatest thanks! (:

Monday, March 28, 2011

Anxiety Level To The MAX!

Couldn't sleep last night....to much anxiety. Today is the huge surgery for Marco. None of us are looking forward to it,especially Marco. But we all know Marco and he hasn't backed down from fighting thus far.

Just really wishing all turns out well and that doesn't have a lot of PAIN. That is my worst worry the pain that he may have after this surgery. No one like pain or to see their loved in pain. Having to deal with all this shit and still having to tolerate the aftermath of pain.

Cancer sucks, Marco shouldn't have to be going through this for the 6th time. As if once wasn't enough!

Gianina or I will be posting on here and on Facebook.

Again, Marco will be in ICU for 4-5 days after surgery. We ask that everyone please hold off on visits till he is in a regular room and if you are sick STAY HOME!

Thanks to everyone for all your thoughts and especially all the positive vibes coming our way. We appreciate it!

With that said:

Give it all you have Marco to kick cancers ass!

LOVE YOU! Handsome!

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Looking Forward To The Weekend.... Not The Surgery!

Back from COH and its a go for surgery on Monday. Like I said don't know how to really feel...a lot on the line this time around. Mix feelings about the whole thing.
I just get so mad, thinking of everything Marco is going to have tolerate come Monday. Screaming to the top of my lungs will do no good.

Asked Matthew today while waiting for Marco, if he knew his daddy was going to have surgery on Monday and he said yes! Gianina asked so how do you feel about that and he answered fine how are you? Lol......I asked Gianina how she felt? She said fine so they asked me and I replied SCARED! and Gianina said me too, Matthew said he was terrified!
We all laughed and continued to wait for Marco to come out of his tests. But we know that we are scared of the unknown basically.

This will be a huge surgery and the doctors have already told Marco it will be a long recovery.

We will be spending the weekend at the track. What better way to end the weekend before surgery. I don't cheer for the 99 Carl Edwards..AFLAC car but hope he wins to close a great weekend......LOL I almost believed that one....48 BABY!!!!!!

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

One more week

With one more week to go before surgery...time just seems to be going fast. So far Marco is doing good as he always says...